Junk food = satan and Good food =God.... (at least thats how i feel sometimes)

     well lately in the last few weeks ive been dieting and exercising. My main idea was to get rid of all the crap thats in my body from processed foods and junk that has been a problem in my life for a long time now. In the last few weeks since i haven't really eaten much of processed foods i feel so much better. I pretty much eat all natural foods such as fruits and veggies, fish, grilled chicken and pork chops etc. I dont deprive myself from sweets and foods i love though. i will eat a sweet dessert maybe once a week. In the past few week ive lost 7lbs so i started from 203lbs now im down to 196lbs. im proud of myself. with the help from the Lord to who has given me strength once again. When i say once again im saying that because i lost 25 lbs one time in my life and i was feeling GOOD!!! My mind was set and i was determined then i had gotten pregnant AGAIN!!! since i had my 2nd child in 2009, I just couldnt get my mind back set to do it til now.


     So, i was talking to God about how i felt so much better and i want to keep feeling this way. So i was thinking about all the junk food thats VERY appealing to the flesh. Then i came up with the conclusion that the junk food represents the enemy and the healthy foods were of God. so now i look at junk food like its Satan! LOL. So i was browsing around on Google and i ran into the perfect Fat Theology that describes how im starting to feel about food thats of satan........ it was PERFECT for me so i copied and paste it and hopefully it will be a humor to you as like it was for myself.

Fat Theology

And God populated the earth with broccoli and cauliflower and spinach, green and yellow vegetable of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy lives.
And Satan created McDonald's. And McDonald's brought forth the 99-cent double-cheeseburger. And Satan said to Man, "You want fries with that?"
And Man said, "Super size them." And Man gained pounds.
And God created the healthful yogurt, that woman might keep her figure that man found so fair.
And Satan brought forth chocolate. And woman gained pounds.
And God said, "Try my crispy fresh salad."
And Satan brought forth ice cream. And woman gained pounds.
And God said, "I have sent your heart healthy vegetables and olive oil with which to cook them."
And Satan brought forth chicken-fried steak so big it needed its own platter.
And Man gained pounds and his bad cholesterol went through the roof.
And God brought forth running shoes and Man resolved to lose those extra pounds.
And Satan brought forth cable TV with remote control so Man would not have to toil to change channels between ESPN and ESPN2.
And Man gained pounds.
And God said, "You're running up the score, Devil."
And God brought forth the potato, a vegetable naturally low in fat and brimming with nutrition.
And Satan peeled off the healthful skin and sliced the starchy center into chips and deep-fat fried them. And he created sour cream dip also.
And Man clutched his remote control and ate the potato chips swaddled in cholesterol.
And Satan saw and said, "It is good."
And Man went into cardiac arrest.
And God sighed and created quadruple bypass surgery.
And Satan created HMOs.

Blessed are the persecuted!

well lately ive noticed that people have started coming against me at my job for no apparent reason. i havent said much to anyone there. People are trying to get me fired and i get laughed at a talked about because im  "weird" or i dont "fit in" with the crowd. it huts at times but most times im mad when i get home and i fuss with God about the situations i have to go thru at the job. the God told me that im blessed! then he reminde me of the scripture Matt. 5:10-12 Blessed are the persecuted for righteousness sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. 11 blessed are you when they revile and persecute you. they say all kinds of evil against you and falsely for my names sake. 12 rejoice and be exceedingly glad for great is your reward in heaven.

God reminds me of this scripture everytime i get angry and i start fussing to him. The funny thing about this situation is as BAD as i would love to step in one of these people's face God will not let me. he told me im the sheep among the wolves! (sigh) the journey gets harder and harder. i see you have to be totally broken in christ.

Learning to turn the other cheek

Well lately I've been enduring many trials. I've been through many things that has hurt my feelings. Lately these past few days i have really gotten a deep revelation about "turning the other cheek." It was so funny how God gave me these DEEP revelations a few days before i was going to actually endure these tests.
Well it starts first with my kids' dad. We really don't talk that often and when he comes around its like UGH. i never bother him much about the kids and i always let him off the hook with a certain situation. So i decided to let him see the kids out of the goodness of my heart. thinking MAYBE he will help me out but of course NO! i practically get spitted on in so many words. All i could think of is how NICE i am to him and how i let him GO off the hook with MANY things. So here he goes with drama and words that really did something to my spirit. SO WHAT were the words that came from his mouth. SO WHAT i buy a new car with all the accessories and go shopping for nicer things in life and DON'T bother to see if the kids need ANYTHING! Ive been NICE for 2 and a half years with NO C.S.! i get a slap or spit in my face for being nice and letting things GO. So by him saying that to me my BLOOD BOILED! it was running over in my veins. Of course i argued with him but after all that God told me to LET it GO and turn the other cheek!! Then of course God reminds me of the revelation he gave me about the deepness of turning the other cheek.
     Then just last night i was trying to chit chat with an old girl friend. I'm not trying to boast or anything but God used me for her. i planted a few seeds and she grew in Christ.(or so i thought)  We would chat for hours about God and revelations on what the Lord has given us. So i decided to text her and ask her if she see what was going on in the world? Instead of a decent answer.... i get her ass to kiss. a spit in the face. she say I'm insulting her and I'm some child of god (sarcastically). I'm like WHAT??? where is this coming from? She like falsely accused me of trying to stop her from getting closer to God and was talking to me like a crazy person. Now this girl was i thought so what of a friend but i guess NOT. My feelings were so CRUSHED and i didn't know what to do but shed a few tears. I was trying to play back in my head what I've done to her to get treated this way but all i could come up with was NOTHING!!!
     So God told me I'm that Jesus felt when folks turned their backs on him for nothing. I'm sharing the sufferings of Jesus. Turning the other cheek is NOT easy its part of carrying your cross. All in All i still love them and all i can do is forgive them EVEN if it does still hurt!!!